If I End My Life Tonight ft. Grim Sickers Lyrics

If I end my life tonight will it all be over with

Yeh I've been holding on for nothing but people who don't notice this

Pain that I be living through

They all think that I'm fine

But I ain't and I don't think imma make it

Tell me what would you do if you were in my mind

Should I sell my soul or what's left of it

A life worth living I can't seem to find

I got no patience girl it's over with

Stars around the galaxy shine light upon this mud

Whiskey shots and brandy shots

Drink till I've had enough

State of mind led me to four days in a row

If I die tonight alone

You would never know

Heaven and hell feels like I'm floating in between

Feel like Moses in a basket down the stream

Pour a glass of lean

I'm awake all night

I see nightmare in my dreams

Never was a perfect or acted like I was

All this anxiety

Kept me out the clubs

All black attire that's a colour to I die

When your body dies

See the spirits fly

I been getting real fuckin high all the time

Cause you couldn't find another reason to stay awhile

Tell me it was all just a lie

I can't cry no more

The blood stains still on my floor

You told me it was all my fault

When you were the one

Who took my heart out and broke me down

How could you ever say it's all my fault

You know what you done now girl I'm leaving this town

I got no patience it's over with

If I end my life tonight will it all be over with

Yeh I've been holding on for nothing but people who don't notice this

Pain that I be living through

They all think that I'm fine

But I ain't and I don't think imma make it

Tell me what would you do if you were in my mind

Should I sell my soul or what's left of it

A life worth living I can't seem to find

I got no patience girl it's over with