You Made It This Far Lyrics

I've been stuck in all these cycles

Desolate in my room again

One small thing could send me spiralling

My dad raises his concerns

I say it's just my legs are hurting, I'm too tired to walk the dog

I wonder if he believes it as I ask for him to shut the door

Write to keep my mind off the aching

Check my phone every once or twice

I just want to take a shower

Why won't my legs cooperate

I'm tired of feeling empty

Tired of writing bout it too

Tired of the look in your eyes when I show this song to you

I'm sorry

I can't help it

I want to be there for you

Be stronger than I am

Forgive me

I'm trying my best

It just takes a little longer for me to get out of bed

Oh no one misses myself as much as me

It's been four years since it started

Didn't think I'd make it this far

My mother says she's proud of me

But the aching is much louder

They say I'll make it through this

But it gets harder every time

Still I'm pulling through it, I can't watch you lose your smile

Believe me when I say this

I'm fighting just to stay here

Sewing up my pieces every time I fall apart

I'm still here

Though I tore myself apart

I still want to be there for you but this is more than what I want

I'm breathing, I'm still trying my best

Through the aching in my body, centered in my chest

Oh no one misses myself as much as me

Oh no one misses myself as much as me

Oh no one misses myself as much as me