Alone Time Lyrics

Skin and bones

When I'm hurt , I'm singing songs

Some might say I'm too dramatic

But my colors never show

Start to envy easily

Feel no one believes in me

Am I truly worth a friendship

Or am I conveniency ?

I'm not ready for the world

I've been sheltered by a bubble

Never really seen the struggle

Never had to grind and hustle

I'm not ever satisfied

I done cried a couple times

Ask me how I'm always happy

Never asked me if I lied

I'm never wrong

But I am a disappointment

Father loves the word

And now I'm spitting over his anointment

Oh my God for goodness sake

Our relationships at stake

I broke his heart

He sent me here to study

Not to lose my faith

What if I don't graduate

Am I worthless to my people

If I never earn as much as them

Will they see me as equal

This is stream of consciousness

Questioning my confidence

Cause I don't feel secure

If I don't get a lot of compliments

I'm never wrong

But I nourish bad habits

Compare myself to people

Over money looks and status

Never working hard enough

Indisciplined and arrogant

To think I'd make it of off talent

Only is an embarrassment

Always pray for Leka Lee

Cause she's always there for me

Always kind with words

Even if she clearly disagree

The truth is very potent

And I love it clearly spoken

Cause I can't really call you honest

If you sugar coating

I'm never wrong

And I'm never reassured

When I start to overthink

All good thoughts become a blur

Always have an answer

In support of every negative

Dylin's patient with me

But these worries get repetitive

Praying to protect her heart

Lost my way from time apart

Still she never left

This is depth

That cannot depart

Still I feel I'm never worth it

But to her I'm more than perfect

And I know there's better men

And I don't scratch the surface

I'm never wrong

I wish I could be bragged about

I wish I felt like I was someone

Someone couldn't live without

Never take my own advice

Constantly in contemplation

Waiting for a life with better days

Is how I practice patience

Truth is that my momma passed

Cause I wasn't good to her

If I had the answers

Probably could've gotten through to her

Stress was all she thought about

Evidence was all around

I should've seen it sooner

But my ego kept my vision down

I'm never wrong

Said I'm never wrong