Decent Conversation. Lyrics

I still can't seem to find a decent conversation

I still can't seem to find a decent conversation

So why are you frustrated

Oh my god

I watched you fade away

Straight into the grey

I hoped you'd never stray

Yeah yeah

All days gone

And I just watched you change

Into something strange

It messes with my brain

Yeah

You just cut me off at the clavicle

Like I dropped my head in the gallows

Blue boxes turned into arrows

Arrows secede into shadow

Wide eyed but mind was so narrow

I thought it was you I cared for

You taught me I should be careful

When I realized you weren't there for

I still can't seem to find a decent conversation

I still can't seem to find a decent conversation

So why are you frustrated

All these words repeat it's like I'm talking to myself

I'm just trying to find the meaning

Of the conversations held

When the rain falls and the seasons change

I see you change yourself

All you wanted was the penis that I keep below the belt

I don't want to be just like those other people that you play with

When you toy with their emotions

Like a fish that isn't floating

With its stomach to the floor

My heart plummets to the core

You're the one that I adored

But that text just got ignored

I still can't seem to find a decent conversation

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