Melatonin ft. sensamura & Stroodle Boy Lyrics

I would be risking my life for a way to navigate out of my mind

Out of my shell

Like a snail, I'm too slow to keep up and I feel like people can tell

So how can I get to know you

Your name and face does not ring a bell

Even if I can't see the ceiling sometimes

It's still there blocking my cell

See the ceiling moving about as I'm fading away

My skull become rubber it's lacking it's shape

Seeing the rainbow, end of my days

I'm losing my faith again

Meeting my fate again

Coming to terms my state again

Wondering how, I'm coming around, impossibly making amends

I'm mending the fabric of my life

Upending my habits

If I'ma set a goal for myself, I gotta reach up and grab it

I try to not be so shy, but too much and I'm crashing

I'm waking up slumped, even if I go to bed rabid

Nah

Waking up

My brain it be shaken up

Missing the sleep I just disturbed, my serenity breaking up

Melting pot of a mind conjuring up all the things that I cannot obtain

Living my life but I'm living my life in vain

Mixing up all of my ends so they calling me Mark Twain

Mark Twain, but my ending is not unique

I don't want to be four more artists

Four more people that are facing defeat

No

I can't let us face defeat

No

Maybe we'll make it out

Hold on

Wait

I'm tryna hear the debate between the two halves of my brain

My chemicals wack got me going insane

Look at my eyes now

I'm putting the knife down

Wrist steady swelling, need me a pack so now I am iced out

Aye

Sloth Mob is not gonna stop 'til our music fills every room

Your impression of us crumbling like the Bridge of Khazad Dum

Begging the Lord to show me the holy I've heard so much about

When being myself I feel like a phony

I still can't figure me out

Even my closest of homies don't know me

Aye

I'm running in circles

Wait on the call all day, it's the end of the night and I never did heard ya

I know my mental don't concern ya

But my heart on fire I don't wanna burn ya

No one but me, I'm the loneliest learner