Getting to Me Lyrics

It's four in the morning but I can barely keep still

My mind won't shut up, it's getting cold, I'm losing sleep again

Often I'm all alone and I can usually get by

Lately it's killing me and I can't tell why

It's just getting to me, getting to me again

Will this ever end? I'm in over my head

Struggling, struggling once again

Will I be enough? I'm close to giving up

I'm lost in the darkness

Just trying to find someone to hold on to

It's just getting to me, it's getting to me once again

I'm getting worse again

I'm getting worse again

I know it seems like I deliberately seek out pain

But it's all I've ever known and it just might keep me sane

I'm sorry if all I do is just run away and hide

But I can't do this alone, I need someone by my side

It's just getting to me, getting to me again

Will this ever end? I'm in over my head

Struggling, struggling once again

Will I be enough? I'm close to giving up

I'm lost in the darkness

Just trying to find someone to hold on to

It's just getting to me, it's getting to me once again

I'm getting worse again

I'm getting worse again

I hated that it came to this, cuz I always knew it would

I hated that it came to this, cuz I always knew it would

Because it's just getting to me, it's getting to me again

Will this ever end? I'm in over my head

Struggling, struggling once again

Will I be enough? I'm close to giving up

I'm lost in the darkness

Just trying to find someone to hold on to

It's getting to me, it's getting to me

It's getting to me

I'm getting worse again