HAUNT3D H0US3 PARTY Lyrics

Heavy on my mind

Crimes I been committing

I been feeling vile

I relish in sin and talk to my demons

Shit I been fiending

Drugs in my system they got me thinking

God I

God I

Do need some saving don't know what's got in to me

Death in my mind her face take over everything

I feel like ending me

Feel like my enemies closing in I feel them stand overhead of me

I take a shot to my head as i leak in my bed and feel everything

I'll make a mess and envision the death of me

Oh

I got the smell of blood in my nose

They say I'll be okay but who knows

Hard times help me focus on growth

Hard to give a fuck when I'm low

Repeat dat like assonance

And I'm back again

Alert ambulance

I cant take it I cope and talk it out

Sane no tainted my brains a haunted house

Back

Square one

Change my tactics they keep hacking

Not okay don't know what happened

Ganja got me moving backwards

Portals open mirrors pointed back at me and my attackers

Bitch I'm flattered

I know I can do damage

I done found a new passion

Fuck that bitch and her absence

Since I left I been happy sike

Since I came back I aint been right

Image burned in my eyes I'm fighting for my life and I cant decide if I'm gon end it

Stomach burn when I sip on hen and

I cant stand the sight

I been hating my eyes

I been hating my mind

I been hating my life

Lately I been hating on god

How the fuck he see all this and not cry

Aint no disrespect to the man upstairs but I sometimes wonder if he don't care

Why am I here I didn't ask to be

All this trauma gon be the death of me

This shit it ass I don't know what's next for me

Get back at my foes and my enemies

Bitch i reject every demon that's sent to me

I cant find time to rest my mind

Cuz every time I close my eyes

I see the loss of life

See the loss of life

Oh

I got the smell of blood in my nose

They say I'll be okay but who knows

Hard times help me focus on growth

Hard to give a fuck when I'm low

Repeat dat like assonance

And I'm back again

Alert ambulance

I cant take it i cope and talk it out

Sane no tainted my brains a haunted house

I'm insane

Please don't pray

Cuz there is nothing to save

I'm a hollow shell nothing more than an empty case

Disassociate from my reality don't know what's fake