WORKING IN REVERSE Lyrics

Always take a moment

Just to think about your life

Even if it is the hard shit

Gotta force your way through strife

And I know its not alright

But you gotta recognize

If you stop before you started

Then you're never gonna be alright

I know it can be frightening

Like a strike of lightening

Thunder coming after

Thats just the way its happening

I think I will relapse again

I always try to stop myself

But then I cant think

When I happen to be saddened and

I know there is a message

An existential crisis

I overthink the smallest shit

And just like that, my fucking life ends

I got depression

A list of fucking illness

Ptsd trauma on my life

It is effecting

Cannot take my medicine

It never fucking works

No matter what I try

Its like its working in reverse

They think its an excuse

I dont know what to do

I cannot tame my mind

From my birth I was doomed

I hear the fucking voices

At least once a day

I say that im okay

But deep down my face is fake

Im so fucking confused

Like what the fuck I feel so screwed

I cannot fucking choose

Between my life and their happiness

I cannot fucking choose

In my head I got a couple

Screws loose this I know

Couple poorly tightened bolts

Make me feel like im at fault

For anything that happens

Im waiting for my casket

I'd say that she'd start laughing

Like I was a fucking joke

Fuck her, let her burn in hell

Im fucking tired of this shit

When im done with this song

Imma load the fucking clip

Put a hollow in my brain

And drift into unconciousness

In the void I found my home

Im finally happy and...