Cracks Lyrics

Why am I still here?

I'm lost in this place

I don't want to be here

Despite this smile upon my face

Feels like I'm drowning inside

But no one ever sees

So strong from the outside

No one ever sees the cracks

But I lay awake most nights,

Trying to put these broken pieces back

Together

Glue them back together

Sometimes I just want to scream

That I'm here, that I feel

Does anyone even see me?

Am I even real?

And this feeling keeps on growing

Deep down inside

I always seem to be

Who everyone needs me to be

But I just want to be myself

I just want time to be me

And I'm gasping for air

I'm suffocating

Sometimes I just want to scream

That I'm here, that I feel

Does anyone even see me?

Am I even real?

And this feeling keeps on growing

Deep down inside

Why am I still here

Why am I lost in this place?

I don't want to be here

Despite this smile upon my face.

Feels like I'm drowning inside

But no one ever sees