Next To You Lyrics

God sent an angel

The boys want her taste

The girls her place

And I adore her

But her flame

Makes mine dim away

Smart, pretty and gifted

The purest soul

Who deserves it all

But it gets hard to share happiness

While feeling worthless

It's like I'm shadowbanned

The observer all along

Should not be me instead

But both of us burning strong

I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light

I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides

Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare?

Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else

Darker, darker, darker, d-d-d-d-darker, darker, darker

Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else

Jealousy's overwhelming

Like spiders crawling fast

Round around my head

Then I end up hating

Myself

For resentful thoughts like that

Noone seems to care

They walk right through me

Like they don't see

I wanna be her

But I'm the prom queen

Of my pity party

It's like I'm shadowbanned

The observer all along

Should not be me instead

But both of us burning strong

I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light

I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides

Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare?

Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else

Darker, darker, darker, d-d-d-d-darker, darker, darker

Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else

Attention seeking loser

And I know it's not really true but

I can't stop feeling how I feel

I'm a loser

A loser

I'm a loser

A loser

I, I

I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light

I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides

Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare?

Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else

Next to you, next to you

Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else