Paint it Red Lyrics

I been on the mission god I gotta be alert

Got the grind and the ambition if I die before this works

Promise me you'll give a listen so I know that been heard

Need the whole planets attention I'm not tryna be absurd

Gimme everything that's coming to me just what I deserve

Please don't ever take it easy on me do to me your worst

Out of everything expected of you doubt you hit a third

Of what I've seen or what I've felt or what I've heard

Think or what I've done

I been in the dirt came back from hell pulled through the mud

This the product of the negative energy I've become

I'm not tryna keep a gun

But in the day and age we live it's either you me or it's us

Truthfully you're sus

I've been going through the motions strugglin for life

Ever since my little brother died it's hard to write

I know this shit is bound to make him proud I'm takin flight

And everywhere we go we give the fuckin doob a light

Let the bitch breathe

The biggest enemy to me is in my head

There ain't shit that you could do to get me I'm already dead

But if I leave the earth before I get to do it paint it red

Somebody learn calligraphy and write down what I'm sayin

I been tryna look up out the window

I live other lives when I'm asleep

Every time I roll one it's an indo

I'm just tryna find my inner peace

I been on the mission god I gotta be alert

Got no time for anybody tryna focus on my worth

And these days if you get in the way I'll put you on a shirt

Need the whole planets attention I'm not tryna be absurd

Gimme everything that's coming to me just what I deserve

And if you pay me in advance I swear I'll put in all the work

Everything I do is product of environment and worse

Of what I seen of what I've felt of what I've heard

Thinkin of the people I have hurt

I need your heart upon the sleeve that's on my shirt

I need meaning or a purpose

Is it me or is it worthless

I got demons on me feeding all these serpents

They're eating and I'm speeding while I'm swerving

I'm just trying so hard not to crash now

125 up on the dash

Probably lookin at me like a cash cow

I'm just tryin not to live too fast

I'm in the present with it, I need checks with seven digits

Bro took me to heaven with him, Ever since I'm better with it

I went on my way to get him told me I wasnt ready

Sent me home shit me had me sweating

I woke up to paramedics

I been tryna look up out the window

I live other lives when I'm asleep

Every time I roll one it's an indo

I'm just tryna find my inner peace

I been on the mission god I gotta be alert

Got the grind and the ambition if I die before this works

Promise me you'll give a listen so I know that been heard

Need the whole planets attention I'm not tryna be absurd

Gimme everything that's coming to me just what I deserve

Please don't ever take it easy on me do to me your worst

Out of everything expected of you doubt you hit a third

Of what I've seen or what I've felt or what I've heard