Alive ft. S.R Viper Lyrics

Got so much I'm dealing with but I rather do it alone

I know when I start poppin' they gon be hitting up my phone

Crazy how it always goes then they want tickets to shows

Guess that's why they say, beauty in the struggle

Ugliness in the success

I had to step my game up and then I learn how to play chess

Getting cheques then I finessed

Crazy that you need more than one job to really be alive

If not you gon be living cheque to cheque tryna just survive

Man this world so fucked up I don't blame people that wanna die

But it's still fuck suicide, just find a few that gon ride

And enjoy the journey but it still hurts me

To see real friends turn fake and long friendships just break

I mean it's a pity these people don't realize what we living in

I can't live like that I'm not a regular civilian

I got big dreams but most my peers probably think I'm crazy

How he rapping, that shit impossible and he lazy

But that don't phase me, I'm working on my craft like Jay Z

If they really knew my dreams they would think I'm delusional

But my life gon be beautiful

In it since 2010 wasnt even 20 yet

Suffering from procrastination, stuck inside my head

Still I got no regrets

Flow got colder, words got bolder, pen the sickest got Tourette's

On the mark, like ready set

Just go with it, flow with it

In this lonely world I keep the hope

But right next to it keep the pole with me

I don't promote violence

It hurts when I see my people drooling from their eyelids like I did

Many real ones gone guess that's why I spark chalice

Did me so much wrong, guess that's why my thoughts malice

Product of my home guess that's why I talk callous, nigga

Libra's own yes what's life without balance

Lately I been feeling like

Making major changes nothings feeling right

Messed up situations messing with the way I feel inside

Glancing at the clock, seeing angel numbers every time

Four, Four, Four

Means like a 44 blow

Like fuck Shaq, S.R Viper where you at?

Get up out yo feelings nigga we need Venom on the track

Fuck playing house I leave it vacant for the rats

Shaken but intact can't ever break me never that

I never cap, this real shit

All my real niggas gon feel this

All my real bitches gon feel this

All my real people gon feel this

This real shit, never cap, if you really doubt me play it back