INTRO Lyrics

Built my walls high as eyes can see

I just needed privacy

Spent my nights letting clouds roam free

Now I can't see the light in me no more

I can't see no I can't see the light in me

I can't see no I can't see the light in me

See I got battles with myself that on the surface aren't seen

I swung right my lungs tight

But who I'm fightin' is it me

Got too many voices screamin'

How does one man fight a team

You see a show but can imagine episodes behind the scenes

What if I told you that I struggle

Would you watch me ball only expecting my fumble

What if I told you that I've stumbled

Would you retrace all my steps to find my last run in with trouble

What if I told you I was christian

Would you want for me to rap about how Jesus is my king

Or throw me west cause looking north ain't as straightforward

As a young lil what's his name

Always sipping lean

What if I told you I just wanna feel accepted

That making music is just my way to heal rejection

Just let it be

Nah it don't bug me I done learned my newest lesson

People take your biggest fear and turn it right into their weapon

Used to tell me puff my chest out

Then saw me standing tall and noticed that my neck out

Nah I ain't humble you can't play me with that fake doubt

Just started going in don't be surprised when I'm the best out

I'm heated let me vent now

I'm home now watch me settle in

You gassed up watch your pedal thin

My time now don't you meddle in

See the crowd live like a medal win

Just a young kid from the meadowlands

Bring my tone down don't wanna yell again

This my rookie year just my season one

And you still treat me like a veteran

Ugh let me try it one more time sorry

Who hurt you