i'll lay indiana to rest if it's the last goddamn thing i do Lyrics

I've been stuck inside my head again

And i need someone here to call a friend

I don't want to think about her

But i can't help the awful things still haunting me

I got all these things to say to you

And maybe i will finally tell the truth

How you're way too fucking selfish

And you don't think about how you've been hurting me

I'll never regret any of the time that we spent together

Sometimes i still think about our late night walmart runs fueled by red bull

And how nothing mattered but us back then

I know you're gone and i know you're never coming back but

Fuck, you're hurting me

I said that maybe i like feeling nothing

We sat on the couch while our shoulders were touching

I only have love for the ones who ignore me

I only feel something when nothings important

I write all these songs about you and i'm sorry

That you'll never hear them cause you said you're done with me

Gave you my heart but you tossed it like garbage

And i never loved you the way that i do in this moment

I thought that we were forever

But now we're just under

The weather

And never

Together

I wish things were better between us but

Our lights faded and everything dimmed

We lost track of time and i lost track of you

I hope you're doing ok

Cause i'm not