A COWARD DIES 1000 DEATHS ft. Neb Lyrics

I can't step outside my mind and see how far

I've come

And I can't even speak to mum unless I lie a bunch

I'm in a rush to try and win before my time is up

I'm feeling crushed 'cause I don't feel no love

I think I rushed it all

I'm keeping it focused

I'm worried about shit and I'm feeling indulged in

The bullshit is given I'm thinking my history

Risen I'm feeling so hopeless

But I could not trust myself

I'm leading with one eye open

I'm trying to support you mama and give the money you need

It's all in my dream a psychic just told me I'm finna go get it but stop being mean

I'm talking like

Maybe a million and someone resilient

That's all that I need

But I'm like

I did it just all on my own

I'm sitting alone on top of my throne

I'm proud of myself but no one is calling me home so

What did I do?

What do I know?

What do I owe?

Nothing really this is all me

They walking around like some zombies

And talking about it like they know me

But it's fine

I'm winning now

And I told 'em all that I'm coming down

Like a ceiling fan in a fucking house I'm coming round

Yeah

A coward dies a thousand deaths, a solider dies just one

Always been a fighter, I was never one to run

Fought so many battles, and not all of them I won

Was staring at the distance like look how far I've come

Look how far I've come

Look how far I've come

Used to dream to be the person that I've finally become

Look how far I've come

Look how far I've come

If you think this is the end then I swear it's just begun

Hey, we don't got nothing but time

Losing my grip over mine

Ay, I need to dig deeper and take a good look at all of the things I will find like

The heart I been guarding

'Cause snakes in the garden are making it harden, and lately been charging

For every last hour, cause time is worth money and money is power

Was never a coward, afraid of my shadow

The focus on outer is making me shallow

Swim with sharks you better devour

Because if you don't hunt, you end up as prey

The bigger the ego the less you will pray

Never knew God, but I always had faith

In the way, I make waves with the drums and the bass

And the faces I make as I move on the stage

Music did save

Me from a grave

Needed a path, found me a way

Out the mundane

What an escape

Moving like water so mold to the space

Moving with purpose so I feel no weight

Rise to the top, how I elevate

No ceiling can stop me, yeah shoutout to Wayne

No steering can stop me, so get out my lane

Catch a feeling how I levitate

I meditate, I celebrate, live for today

Die for the game, because I got a purpose for which I came

To this earth, then I learned

That anything with worth, is a thing you got to earn

A coward dies a thousand deaths, a solider dies just one

Always been a fighter, I was never one to run

Fought so many battles, and not all of them I won

Was staring at the distance like look how far I've come

Look how far I've come

Look how far I've come

Used to dream to be the person that I've finally become

Look how far I've come

Look how far I've come

If you think this is the end then I swear it's just begun