if i called u up now Lyrics

It's real

Physical now

Been so hard to wrap my mind around

That daytime

Can allow

For the things only night knew about

In my dreams was the only way how

Now you're havin' your own on a couch

I can't stop writing

Will you please let me play you a song?

My hand is hurting

Nobody's listening

Will you sing along?

And I know that it's so cliché

But I'm turning my blood into ink

And I really wanna know what you think

Don't ask

And don't tell

I'm not the same but you still know me well

I got eyes

Like a hawk

Cut my ears so I can't hear them talk

Did you finally leave the door unlocked

Or are you anticipating my knock?

I bet you're lonely

And I'm startin' to feel lonely too

Are you thinking of me

When you're finding it hard to get through?

And I gave you words to remember

But sometimes I wanna take them back

Cuz the truth has always been what you lack

If I called you up now

Would you wanna be my friend again?

If I say sorry

Do you think that we could make amends?

You know I love you

Call it limerence if you must

Please pick up and renew

Premeditated belated lust

And I know that it's so fucked up

But there's nothing that I can do now

And if there was I wouldn't wanna know how

(I promise I won't let you down)