cold december ft. SENGI Lyrics

Yo, look

Too much times I done tried rekindling but It can't work if this shit's one sided

True say I got to keep it behind closed doors but you got to be open minded

For real, I'm trying to talk it out

Come, let's walk it out

All this shit that we left in pieces

I'm still trying to sort it out

Cold nights in december's when I'm feeling it the most, I swear

I swear, every time I think about it, I'm wearing out

Out

She just wish on stars I'd rather drop pennies in wishing wells

They keep shooting stars it's kind of like nobody wished them well

Last year I was in the booth at Karrtii's, probably just hoped on a beat by Zel

This year I was in the stu with Karrtii, now it's Karrtii on the beat as well

Most wonderful time of the year but for some I know how cold it gets

**** cuffing in the winter season, I can't get my heart mixed with my head

Last time when I tried that shit, I turned sour, nothing like SPK though

In my head, they been one hunna to me, you would've thought I were trying to be Fredo

Start of the year's addictions made my heart cold, bluest summer

Blue rose in the post, it's less about colour and she my Hallie so you know that I been locked in for real like Gunna

She wanted YSL

I could tell that we wouldn't last till the warmest weather

I said I'd be gone till November

She had the hottest head, I had the coldest temper

I wanted L O V E

I lost the O and the E

I went to Bicester, not the local vendor

I had to funnel my feelings and wipe down tears with a flannel

I saw the eye in the gun, didn't run, saw fun and light at the back barrel

I'm letting it off, fuck the safety trigger on me

I'm bound to trip, that's Ella

Three times, I done sipped Artois just so I could tell her

How I'm really feeling about her

Girl, It's not you, It's me

I'm trying to say what I mean

Cuz there's always a time you want to go flip it on me

Though I'm hurt, I'm trying to learn all of the ways

I can prevent you putting up your defence

I'm just trying, uh

I'm just trying to clear your lens