hurt u a thousand times Lyrics

I know I hurt you a thousand times

And I am really sorry for that

I can't control myself

I know that I'll probably hurt you again

So tell me, do you want me to stay?

Or do you want me to go?

Look me in my fucking eyes

I can see the pain that's been haunting you for nights

A pain that won't subside

It haunts you night for night

I just really hate myself

I know I did a lot of shit

So tell me do you love me?

Or do you fucking hate me?

Do you hate me?

Do you hate me?

Just tell me do you fucking hate me?

I don't wanna live no more

I just wanna crash into a wall

Fucking up my life with the drugs in my hand

With this knife at my veins

And the blood that's dripping down

I'm stuck in this cycle, I can't break out

I'm stuck in this darkness, it's all I can see

I'm screaming out for help, but nobody seems to hear me

I'm drowning in sorrow and regret

Wishing that I could just forget it

Nobody comes, I'm all alone

Nobody comes, I'm all alone