Still Dying Slowly Lyrics

If I end my life tonight

Would it be so bad I'm fed up of wasting time

Put it on my life girl this ain't a lie

Gotta think it through I can't press rewind

But I'm still dying slowly

Depression is killing me it holds me

Personally knows me

It's making me lonely

I wish that somebody would've told me

That this is how life goes

I'm stuck like I just froze

No exit of this road all on my own

The devil just proposed

Please stop me I'm so close

Turn myself to a ghost I can't cope I'll leave my note

On my bedroom door so you won't find me all alone

My body empty and cold

My spirits flown away with the secrets I withhold

My life's been so sinful

It only seem right if I jump and I end it all

If I end my life tonight

Would it be so bad I'm fed up of wasting time

But I'm still dying slowly

Tell me if I leave now who'll replace me

The one you said was a friend yeah I got nothing left

I tried to give my best but all my life I weren't like the rest

I don't fit anywhere

I sit and I compare

My life to all these people doing better and say a prayer

Oh why is life unfair

So empty can't shed a tear

I really fooled myself

I said it won't be like last year

I'm numb off promethazine but still dying slowly

I don't wanna go back to the old me it owes me

Messed up one two many times

End doing more lines

For you I'd break my spine

But you won't care till it's too late and I die

YEAH