That's How I Deal Lyrics

I walk on the side of the road

Just to get a feel of the neighborhood

I live near the busy side

With the one-way signs

That bring me back home

And when I'm back from my friend's

I stumble on the road

(Oh no)

Drunken feeling

Flashback reeling

Conflicts with no resolutions

And it's real

Yeah

That's how I deal

With it

Yeah

Yeah

I get to my front door

And I walk in to see his shoes by the steps

I rub my eyes, blink twice

And they're gone

Why the hell I can't let this go

Someone tell me where my mind went

'Cause I don't know

(Uh-oh)

And I feel the hatred

Creeping up in my mind

And the shiny metal in my hand

And it's real

Yeah

That's how I deal

With it

Yeah

Yeah

I gotta put my feelings

In a drawer

I just feel so hopeless

Closing all of these doors

And when the time comes

I'll be ready

To spread my ashes

And fly

And it's real

Yeah

That's how I deal

With it

Yeah

Yeah

That's how I feel

It's so real

That's how I deal

Yeah

Uh-huh, yeah

That's how I deal

It's so real