Porcelain Doll Lyrics

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I'm sorry to myself

I think I need some help

Cursed by somebody else

Put my feelings on a shelf

Porcelain doll in the attic

Ever since a kid I felt abandoned

Cover up my scars, I need a bandage

Want to put me in box, that's traumatic

Back against a wall, feel the rage

Feel like King Kong, breaking out

Tear up the cage

If you poke and jab then

Watch it escalate

I want to isolate

Please get out of my face

I want to heal

I want to feel

Tell me what is real

Stay strong like carbon steel

I'm sorry to myself

Learn to play my hand, cards I'm dealt

Be self aware, mental health

On the edge of a cliff, overwhelmed

Feelin so much shame all this weight

Didn't listen, I said stop, screaming wait

I was paralyzed, drugs in my drink

For a couple years afraid to fall asleep

Left at the slaughter, someone's daughter

Didn't care what I said, didn't really love her

I transform into an ugly Monster

Gotta get away from all these Blood suckers

I want to heal

I want to feel

Tell me what is real

Stay strong like carbon steel

I'm sorry to myself

Feel the fear, then break out in a cold sweat

In fragile state, a thin eggshell

Like a candle they just watch me melt

Watch me bug, life got rough

Get away from here, waunderlust

I want to give, for now im ou of love

Covered head to toe with mud, self disgust

In this cold world there is so much trauma

Face my problems head on fight you like Kitana

On my feet the Florida heat, floor turned to lava

Tried to cool off in the waters there's piranhas

I want to heal

I want to feel

Tell me what is real

Stay strong like carbon steel

I want to heal

I want to feel