Real me Lyrics

When I die, yeah I know my mama, she gon' miss me

Told everybody I'm gon' be rich but not filthy

They say that they get it, but I know that they don't feel me

Actin' like I changed, but I know that this the real me

Been goin' too hard, yeah, they knowin' that I will not stop

Made a livin' rappin', now they wishin' that I caught some shots

You sayin' you out late night, but you ain't on the block

Yeah, you was just cappin', you ain't on nothin', you ain't callin' shots

Swear to God you heard me, you was playin' with my mental

Now you got me stuck, pourin' my heart out on this instrumental

On my life you flodgin, but everything that I buy is expensive

Stop tryin' to assume my feelings, you don't know how I'm feelin

I did not mean what I said, ain't wanna hurt you

You was talkin' on all my guys, I had to hurt dude

When I get my first check, I'm finna splurge through

They don't know what I've been through, what all this pain do

When I die, yeah, I know my mama, she gon' miss me

Told everybody I'm gon' be rich but not filthy

They say that they get it, but I know that they don't feel me

Actin' like I changed, but I know that this the real me

Know that this the real me, an you can't even get me back

Sayin' that you with it, but you came without a gat

Claimin' that you with it when you watch your bro get whacked

All my guys is with it and they came with all they straps

I don't know what they talkin' bout

Yeah, you lyin' to my face, what you on about

Yeah, they turn they back, but now they fans when I ain't come around

I don't understand which way they get down

Home ain't feelin' like home no more

I've been trapped and feelin' alone way more

Yeah, the pressure on my shoulders is startin' to weigh more

And I don't know why

Lord, please forgive all my sins

They say you forgive and forget

But right now, I can't even win

So it seems you ain't forgive

When I die, yeah, I know my mama, she gon' miss me

Told everybody I'm gon' be rich but not filthy

They say that they get it, but I know that they don't feel me

Actin' like I changed, but I know that this the real me

Been feelin' so off and, I just really don't know why

For you, I'd do anything, I even risk my life

They all think I'm cappin', but you should know this no lie

I'm a cop or private jet so me and you could fly