If walls could talk Lyrics

I wish I would've played in the streets all day when I was younger, but I stayed inside

In the same four walls

Me and all my multiple personalities

And sometimes they'd be mad at me

And it, it would just be silent

But it wasn't violent, it was me in my mind

And I think I found the problem in it

The problem was I was living other people's lives

And it left me with

Depression

Anxiety

Gender Dysphoria

Depression

Anxiety

Not knowing who I was

And now I have a fear of growing

Growing up

I wish I would've grew up

I wish I would've understood growing up

I wish I would've experienced growing up

I wish I would've played in the streets all day when I was younger, but I stayed inside

All my life, I always felt like a loser

And I still seek my dad's approval

And I still can be a bit reckless

They tell me "Whiskey and Coffee ain't breakfast"

If I want to stay

If I could've chose my own name

If I could have lived my own way

Would I still be here today with all this

(Depression, Anxiety, Gender Dysphoria)