1937 (Guardian Angel) Lyrics

{Giggles} And it's like, I just don't understand why, just

Why is it always me, you know

My anxiety's already big enough on me and to have to see a loved one in a coffin man

That shit just hurts me even more, completely {Giggles}

Awh, yeah yeah

Aye, aye, aye

Yeah, woah, aye

Awh, Listen, awh

On May of 1937, you was brought from heaven

You was brought to planet earth in a matter of seconds

I don't really understand, I got all these questions

I don't really know if I'm in the right direction

Right direction, My mind obsessin'

I got all these problems, the deep dark depression

I don't really understand no more

I can't even open these doors

Dear god, why'd you take me? (Huh)

My Anxiety already big enough,

On me, more problems on me (Yeah)

My deep dark depression it taking over me (Yeah)

My mind bouta splode, I can't even load

I can't even seem to accept the truth (Huh)

I can hardly even understand now

I just wish this was all fake news (Yeah)

I can hardly see shit so damn clearly,

Tryna accept reality but hardly can be

I'm just tryna be the better, better the picture (Huh)

I just keep remembering all of the lectures (Yeah)

I remember back in 2012

When we played dominos till 6 and 12 (Forever)

I can't seem to forget all the memories with you (Never)

I just keep on processing what I've been through (Sadly)

I been through a lot in the past many years {Giggles}

Losing lots and many people that I wish still here (R.I.P.)

I really now wish that none of this didn't happen (Really)

I heal the pain, turn the mic on, start the rappin' (Yeah)

Rapping over this beat, like nothing didn't happen (Sadly)

Meanwhile my brain sinkin' like the Titanic (Yuh)

And I can't seem to understand again how to time manage

And I can't seem to understand again, why did this happen?

You's my Guardian Angel till forever and now (Yeah)

I grab the candles, light the way, so you can follow me around (Yeah)

Follow me around till the end of the world (end of the world)

I can see that happen soon, I'll be prepared for this world

There's a war in my head that just began today (Yeah)

Demons and Angels they fighin' all of our pain (Huh)

I might now runaway, I'll runaway far (Yeah)

My Grandpa told me man "Shoot for the stars" (Yeah)

All these human beings livin' on earth normally (Huh)

You definitely taught me how to live on it correctly

I just don't understand why my people leave (Yeah)

1937 till infinity (Finity)

All these kids around me sayin' I'm over thinkin' (Yeah)

But you don't really know what I be lately now thinkin'

And I be thinkin' way beyond the average human now being (Yeah)

Ima show the world, what on god I believe in

Lately, this and that, My depression takeover (Yeah)

And I won't let my anxiety, run me any any over

Ima quit thinkin' bout the process into my life (Yeah)

I know there's nobody out there who can handle this life (Yeah)

Handle this life (Yeah)

Yeah, handle this life,

I know there's nobody out there who can handle this life

I know there's nobody out there who can handle this life (Yeah)

On May of 1937, you was brought from heaven

You was brought to planet earth in a matter of seconds

I don't really understand, I got all these questions

I don't really know if I'm in the right direction

Right direction now

Right direction now

I don't really know if I'm in the right direction now

I don't really understand this world right now

1937 ever

Forever, ever ever and ever

1937 ever

I'll always remember