contemplating Lyrics

So on your shelf is all our memories

Collecting dust like you don't care for me

If all you want is something perfect, then

I guess I'll leave cause' you won't care for me

And I'm overstressing all the things that you said

And I'm stuck between the truth and lies in my head

And I'm barely breathing over words that you said

And I'm contemplating all the time that we spent

Oh, that we spent

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

No matter how it ends, I'm gon' blame myself

Money can't buy not a thing that help

So I sit around and write about the things I felt

Like when we locked eyes, and I felt you melt

Yeah

Was it just me?

Did I feel something more when you kissed me?

Does it hurt a lil' more when you miss me?

Fuck calling cause all you do is cry (Cry)

Don't be silent; your love is violent, so,

Cry (Cry)

I dreaded falling, but I'm way beyond it

Where were you last night?

It's kind of fucked up that I…

I did all this shit to myself

Hello?

Oh yes, I remember that

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Is this all you want?

Don't leave me