Not okay Lyrics

I tell you I'm ok

Even though I'm lying to your face

I don't want to feel like a burden

I don't say a thing

I wish that you could read my mind

I wish that you could read my mind

I just need a peace of mind

I wish that you could see I'm not alright

I tell you I'm ok

I don't want no the cameras in my face

I just need some space

I'm trying to find my place

I wish that you could read my mind

I wish that you could read my mind

Lately I been bleeding inside

I guess that I'm the one that chose this life

Nowadays try not to run away

Away from all the feelings I've been feeling lately

Sometimes I be thinking I need therapy

I'm always overthinking situations

It's so hard for me to say feel like I got nobody

I been going out my way for people who won't do the same

Always thought as I got older man I thought that shit would change

Took a while for me to learn how people be so damn ungrateful

The shit that people do to me I'd never do the same

I got people out here using me for beneficial gain

They act like they don't do it when you put it in they face

Man that shit so strange

I stay out the way

It's dirty dirty game

Friends ain't even your friends

That's the reason I stay away

All I wanna do is win it's been taking all my patience

All these bitches out here out hoeing then expect for you to save them

Man I hate this generation

I swear that I can't take it

I swear I ain't going to fake it

Tired of bending my back for people

So I'm breaking out that matrix

I ain't been spending I've been saving

All these bills man I hate it

Suicidal thinking

Suicidal thinking

I tell you I'm ok

Even though I'm lying to your face

I don't want to feel like a burden

I don't say a thing

I wish that you could read my mind

I wish that you could read my mind

I just need a peace of mind

I wish that you could see I'm not alright