I'm Waiting Lyrics

I'll be waiting

I'll be waiting

For a response, I know I'm not gonna get, can't wait, but I have to be patient

To be patient

Deep down in my core, you left a hole, don't know what for, I don't think that my heart can take it (I can't take it)

Ima pop these xans, to heal my heart, forget my problems, I won't feel pain cause I'm faded

Yea I'm faded

Had a mental breakdown like I said I couldn't take it, stole my heart and then you played it

Yea you played it

Tell me if the love that you showed was really real or did you have to fake it (Tell me if you faked it)

As soon as that I found out, I was heated, but can't be no bitch so I just had to face it (I had to face it)

It felt like I was dead, I didn't wanna talk at all, it hurt when you had to explain it (You explain it)

Why'd you played me in the first place, played with my feels, fucked my head up, fucked my heart up, can't replace them

(No, no, no, no)

It cost to much, I can't afford another person to fuck me up, not again

(Not again)

Not another mental breakdown, not another conversation, you just cannot comprehend

I'll be waiting

I'll be waiting

For a response, I know I'm not gonna get, can't wait, but I have to be patient

To be patient

Deep down in my core, you left a hole, don't know what for, I don't think that my heart can take it (I can't take it)

Ima pop these xans, to heal my heart, forget my problems, I won't feel pain cause I'm faded

Yea I'm faded

Had a mental breakdown like I said I couldn't take it, stole my heart and then you played it

Paranoid, I'm too aware

People out here, they gone stare

They gone see me fall, don't help me, they just wanna see me fail

Need to express feelings out, need to let them out somehow

All I need to do is find myself and then I'll work it out

Won't let her get in my way

I don't wanna explain to her about my feels cause she will use it in the future against me someday

I got drunk then woke sober, I was fucked up couldn't show her

Then I prayed to god to keep me safe, an angel on my shoulder

Angels told me I should stop, but demons say it's not enough

Who should I listen this time, nothing I do is good enough

Might as well leave and then say my goodbyes, then ima pack my stuff

I'll be waiting

I'll be waiting

For a response, I know I'm not gonna get, can't wait, but I have to be patient

To be patient

Deep down in my core, you left a hole, don't know what for, I don't think that my heart can take it (I can't take it)

Ima pop these xans, to heal my heart, forget my problems, I won't feel pain cause I'm faded

Yea I'm faded

Had a mental breakdown like I said I couldn't take it, stole my heart and then you played it

(Then you played it, then you played it)

(Played it, aye!)

(Woah, ohh)