S.T.F.U Lyrics

Man shut the fuck up

So caught up in my head

I want this shit dead

I want this to end

Like stuck on defend

Why does shit just hit the fan when I'm moving on to great

I'm trying to just move better tryna plan out my escape

Maybe I should go clean house, try and free up my estate

Maybe then I could feel straight

Or maybe I just need you here at home

Maybe then I could be whole

Maybe then I won't be out here feeling like I'm torn

I just wish that you were here I could still call you my love

Maybe that's the journey that we'll grown into with God

Or maybe you'll just leave me lone and never come around here someday

Cause I be feeling some way

And I be feeling some pain

And I can know now from all the things we been through

Like why'd you go and leave me confused

Like how you do all when it's supposed to be with me too

I thought that you wanted the same but you ain't commit to wanting me to

Cause now it's like trapped in as time goes it's how we split up

Now as time goes my worlds crashing but I'd still pick up

Now as time goes I keep stalling should I just give up

Like damn, nigga just shut the fuck up, like

I'm in my head like here it goes again, like

Want this to end I wish I could pretend

But I can't seem to go and let you out I'm holding on to attachment

I'm wearing all this passive aggression this here is taxing

Best of me I'm tired being afraid I'm tryna accept my needs

Best of me I'm tryna get away before depression seeps

Best of me but I'll just bring myself back down my enemy

Mentally I can be okay but what's the guarantee

Uh, Cause I'm still searching

Why is it I'm out here and I'm still still hurting

I can't get away lesser no lessen I know I'm certain

I was okay before you came around here and left me worse then before

Fuck love, why the fuck you out here pretending your in-love

Like how the fuck you gonna call him your love

When he was never there to hold your ass down like the one

I was supposed to be there where was you

I needed me and you

I'm open now from having closed from all that we've been through

Like how I'm supposed to sit around here thinking I'll just give up

Like nigga can you grow up

Like ain't you tryna blow up

Like damn, nigga shut the fuck up