Close My Eyes Lyrics

Sometimes I act like I'm perfect

But I don't deserve that

Wide awake like I'm still hurting

But that shit was from way back

And I don't wanna feel this way much longer

It's exhausting me

Demons haunting me

Wake up just to lose myself again

It's so hard to breathe

I think that I try too hard

Even though I'm not really worth it

I'm a burden

And I keep saying that I'm fine

But all of that isn't working

I'm still hurting

And I don't wanna try no more

These feelings taking over me

And I can't even lie no more

In this life it's so hard to dream

It's all wrong to me

I've been wasting my whole life

Staying up, no sleep again

Cause even when I close my eyes

These walls keep on talking to me

I'm trying but

I keep lying to

Myself, saying that it's working

And I know that I'm

Not doing fine

But I swear none of this feels worth it

And I know that I fell

So I'm hurting again

All the same

Not okay, I'm so lost again

And I break myself down

Am I oblivious?

All the hate for myself

I'm so delirious

I think that I try too hard

Even though I'm not really worth it

I'm a burden

And I keep saying that I'm fine

But all of that isn't working

I'm still hurting

And I don't wanna try no more

These feelings taking over me

And I can't even lie no more

In this life it's so hard to dream

It's all wrong to me

And I don't wanna try no more

These feelings taking over me

And I can't even lie no more

In this life it's so hard to dream

It's all wrong to me