Mental State (Live it Up) Lyrics

If I could change my mental state

I probably wouldn’t be this way

If I could change the way you hate

I wouldn’t have to demonstrate

And I wouldn't be this cold

And I cannot shake this hold

Now you’ll know what's going on in my head

you‘d rather see me dead than

Live it up

Yeah live it up

Why’d you have to go,

the place you didn't know

You only had to live it up

Live it up

Now you’ll know what's going on in my head

you‘d rather see me dead than

Live it up

Yeah live it up

If only I could change the way you think about yourself

You’re so focused on you, you can’t hear me call for help

Pushing all my feelings in to keep a sense of peace

Wishing I could try again yeah just for that release

Every song’s the same yet I always sing along

Have me feeling down just so you can feel strong

Telling me I’m worthless but I know damn well you’re wrong

I’ll keep my self esteem and baby you can have this song

Now you’ll know what's going on in my head

you‘d rather see me dead than

Live it up

Yeah live it up

Now you’ll know what's going on in my head

you‘d rather see me dead than

Live it up

Yeah live it up