manipulator Lyrics

Slamming the door to my car

I don't even know what we are anymore

Maliciously toying with your heart

You're not bleeding out but I know it will scar

Our friends don't know what side to take

Wish it were you but I'm the one to blame

Back and forth, was almost yours

I only make things hard

What made me think it was okay?

Swore I'd never hurt you

Funny how the cards work

Tired of the bullshit, tired of myself

Why reach for your hand when I don't want mine to be held?

I don't know what I'm thinking, but i'm not a victim

I'm a manipulator

Why am I still crying? Why am I confused?

I feel like I am dying, what has this done to you?

My heart is feeling heavy, conscience feeling guilty

I could be your bitter daydream

I said I want you, I wish i did

I was lonely, high off the thrill of it

Aim for the kill of it

Starting to believe I'm going crazy

I'm not looking for anyone to save me

Maybe I could change the way I operate?

I just don't want you thinking that you need to change for me,

I think that I need, time to figure things out loud, now

Tired of the bullshit, tired of myself

Why reach for your hand when I don't want mine to be held?

I don't know what I'm thinking, but i'm not a victim

I'm a manipulator

Why am I still crying? Why am I confused?

I feel like I am dying, what has this done to you?

My heart is feeling heavy, conscience feeling guilty

I could be your bitter daydream

Dragged you through hell and right back

What made me think I could go and do that?

I'm a manipulator, love can manipulate you

Dragged you through hell and right back (tired of myself, why reach for your hand when i don't want mine to be held)

What made me think I could go and do that?

I'm a manipulator, love can manipulate you

Constant state of

Slamming the door to my car

I don't even know what we are anymore