Alone Lyrics

Don't try to deny it

You can say what you want

But the fire's ignited

You can lie, you can scream

You can keep on gaslightin

Cause I know what I saw

And I know what you're hiding

I'm not trying to fight it

Does it feel real?

Is it a mountain or a hill?

You say your conscience is clear

Are you for real?

It's like the devil made a deal

You get to fuck up

Then you get to heal, oh

I got some anger inside of me

Look in my eyes and

Don't lie to me

You know you

Would've been shittin bricks

If they found out

The shit you did beside of me

If you cared and you waited

Til I could shut my eyes

Then I wouldn't be tainted

Wish I could

Ask you why

This the type of shit

That just don't make any sense

But I know it's not fair

To assume your intent

This the type of shit

That I just keep on replaying

But I know there's nothing

I could do or say

I felt alone

I felt alone

Yes, I was alone

I was alone

It's not even about the screaming

It's not even about the beatings

It's not even about the time

That you bit and choked me

Outta your mind

It's all about the walls I built

It's all about the shame and guilt

It's all about the turning tables

And the disrespect

That only I enabled

Listen, I put it upon myself

Was a punching bag

When you needed help

I became the trash and a rag

Then you did some shit

Just fuckin up my mental health

Look, I swear to God

I've forgiven you

I know you might have

Been hurting too

But to deny my reality

Means that my healing

Will not be including you

This the type of shit

That just don't make any sense

But I know it's not fair

To assume your intent

This the type of shit

That I just keep on replaying

But I know there's nothing

I could do or say

I felt alone

I felt alone

Yes, I was alone

I was alone

Was feelin alone

Was feelin alone

Now I'm not alone