CRY FOR HELP ft. $ega 死 お金 愛 & Jordan Aurelius Lyrics

Aye I'm falling down in the dark abyss

So I close my eyes and I wait for bliss

Cause I can't sit round and just reminisce

How I'm so sick of feeling this

I don't want this life but the life want me

And I'm drowning now in the endless sea

And I'm not okay, think we both agree

Wanna hang myself, lemme find a tree

But I can't go back to the way shit was

And I cant move on, yeah the shit not fun

And I'm still fucked up, thought you were the one

Weight on my chest and it weighs a ton

And I lost control of my whole damn life

Sick of lonely vibes for the whole damn night

And I'm reaching out tryna find a light

All I'm looking for is the afterlife

I don't know where I was, lost my mind 1000 times waiting for you

Girl you hurt me

I'm treating you right, but you treating me worse

I know it now, ain't making past 30

Is it love or are you just thirsty?

Don't really know, but I don't give a damn

I hate myself, I'm considering xans

Feel so numb so I cut my hand

I'm "precious" to you, but you kick me in the sand

Say you want me, you treat me like shit

Hate my face I'll never take a pic

Mental health has been going in a dip

What you did that shit got me sick

I'm always getting emotions controlled

You damaging me I might go ghost

I don't hate you I fucking self loath

You "care for me" bitch no you don't