Beginning of Me Lyrics

From the beginning of me

Back in 2003

I was taught to believe

But never question

A God that doesn't make sense

Saved me from all my sins

So called miraculousness

I don't have all the answers

No I don't

But now I'm

20 years old

And having conversations

And I've been told

For the first time

That I might not be

Right

God

You go against all rationality

So if your love is really all that deep

Why would you make it so hard to believe

I've been straining my heart

Just to see

If you created the heavens and earth

Well, can you tell me this

Who created hell

Was it you too?

Awww, was that you too?

Yeah, and I've been apprehensive

Like never before

But I know I was changed

When you knocked on the door

Of my heart

So I won't give up on you

I'll keep searching for answers

Far and wide

And I pray that you

Will open our eyes

To the truth

Oh, I pray that you do

Since the beginning of me

Back in 2003

I was shown to believe

And now I've questioned

And my lack of understanding of your

Perfect, divine kind of love

Makes me

Love ya more

Love you more

Jesus