Deep Breath Lyrics

Got my eyes closed I can hear the city sounds

Feel like I'm At peace when there ain't a soul around

Had to save myself when I went and held you down

Had to jump relationships knowing I might drown

Sacrificed everything and never made a fuss

So when I ask for something why's it feel like it's too much

When I'm the one they run to like I passed them on the bus

Like lipstick to a woman don't I always come in clutch

Fuck it let me vent this is how I right wrongs

Being vulnerable is just how I write songs

I just open up like I turned the lights on

Slowly let y'all in like the fucking line's long

Hard to enjoy my life I don't even get my weekends

Did I make the right decisions shit is so deceiving

Like a kid up at the table bout to get a beating

All this on my plate and I'm still not fucking eating

Tired of being broke when everyday I'm out here working

How many things I gotta miss putting all this work in

Dave will tell me if it ain't a struggle it ain't worth it

But I been struggling forever why I still feel worthless

How many times I gotta say next year will be better

Plus my paper thin like I put it in a shredder

And I know I'm nicer and I put in twice the effort

So how I keep getting jumped over like checkers

You know it's bad when just being alive is why you're blessed

But tell me what's the point when everyday I'm fucking stressed

In a place where niggas rocking warm ups will get you stretched

Put the heat up to ya head but it ain't a silk press

Feel like I'm a die up in this city before I get on

Get booked for a shooting on a night we got our drink on

Have it hit the net like I went and got my swish on

Philly Scoop and Philly wiki go and get their bid on

The ones that ain't being tested always got the answers

Opinions are as good as compliments from a dancer

And when you got the glow they gon shade you like prancer

Feel like I'm by myself in this like a free lancer

I don't feel like being here but music's all I got

So I put my all in it til it's zeros on the clock

Don't know where this will take me but I know that if I stop

I'll be stuck right here forever and I'll never reach the top

You ever feel like nothing good was ever gonna happen to you

Yeah, and nothing did. So what? I'm alive, I'm surviving

That's it. I don't wanna just survive

It says in these movie writing books that every character has an arc

You understand? Where's my arc?