Gun Or This Pen Lyrics

Lately I've been overthinking, I don't think my brain works

Baby I don't wanna breathe, oh my god my brain hurts

Baby I'm full of pain, my chest is caving inward

Baby I've been getting drunk, I'm sipping my elixir

Baby I don't wanna hear it, don't say those eight words

I don't wanna live but I don't think the lames heard

I think I'm gonna crash cause all these lanes blurred

The devil got me fucked up but I don't wanna blame her

This my final letter before I'm gone

With the wind, with the wind

No lights on and I'm praying to a cross

Cause this is the end, this is the end

I wanna clear my head, yeah paint this wall red

With this lead, with this lead

I think I found a way to fix my brain

With this gun or this pen

Oh my god I fell too deep and you can never save me

Open up my heart and my best friend tried to play me

Crack another bottle cause I've been drowning lately

I don't wanna speak my pain, I'm scared that you gon' hate me

Too much pain I'm rolling up, put them dabs right in the blunt

Roll that wood don't spark the Dutch, forget that I am out of luck

I'm broken but who gives a fuck, girl I know that I'm too much

Gun and pen I keep it clutched, all my dreams I better scuffed

Baby I've been falling and I'm on my knees

Oh my god just save me please

Pour another bottle it's what I need

I tried to write my letter but I can't see

Jumped into the water so I can't breathe

Girl I'm lost don't say it's greed

I tried to fight but this ain't creed

If I stay then you can't leave

This my final letter before I'm gone

With the wind, with the wind

No lights on and I'm praying to a cross

Cause this is the end, this is the end

I wanna clear my head, yeah paint this wall red

With this lead, with this lead

I think I found a way to fix my brain

With this gun or this pen