First Place Lyrics

I saved your message

"You know I love you"

But I forget why

I even want to

Run away like I said

In the blaze of burning passion

You'll wonder why I even said it back

But you don't ask him

I found a place

I found a lover

In the dead of night

I start to wander

Cause the bed's grown cold

And I'm running out of time here

The blaze grows old

And the embers they will die, dear

But I'll never forget that

I even loved you in the first place

And I'll try to forget that

You never loved me in the first place

Did you ever understand why

I kept internal so you wouldn't see me cry?

You shouldn't let them see you

But I wish that you could see the things you do

I came to find

I'm much less stronger

What a fool I've been

Thinking you would want me longer

I write a message for you every day from where I stand

Cause I found you in the corner with my heart still in your hand but

It's grown so cold

I found a home now

I found a way to peel myself before I lose my mind now

I'm just this close

But I'll never forget that

I even loved you in the first place

And I'll try to forget that

You never loved me in the first place

Did you ever understand why

I kept internal so you wouldn't see me cry?

You shouldn't let them see you

But I wish that you could see the things you do

But I'll never forget that

I even loved you in the first place

And I'll try to forget that

You never loved me in the first place

Did you ever understand why

I kept internal so you wouldn't see me cry?

You shouldn't let them see you

But I wish that you could see the things you do