suicidal freestyle Lyrics

I realize that this is the end

I hope you live peaceful my friend

I feel like if I keep on running I just might ascend

into someone that I don't wanna be again

God fucking dammit I just came to amends

with the person I am, I can't say shit but damn

I hope someone will lend

out their helping hand

And I feel like I'm at such a demand

To move and moving, with no time to rest

Heart beating fast like cardiac arrest

Strive to be more but I feel like less

I'm leaving this world with a hole in my chest

Die at 17, I can't feel a thing

Needles, razor blades, knives and a canteen

die a dumb death

can't catch my breath

Feeling like I'm insignificant nevertheless