PLT Lyrics

Uh, yeah

You know, sometimes I get really self-conscious on the mic

But I got some shit to let off my chest

And drugs

Done did it again

Got seduced by debauchery and sin

Took a couple L's looking for a win

Let me take you back to where I all began

Staring down a pinnacle, thinking to myself

Is it worth it yo?, on a quest for happiness

But the journey's terrible, I'm borderline hysterical

The error here is clerical

Don't know, truth be told, drugs make it bearable

Just need excitement in my life

Cause the boredom got me literally dying

Terrified of the voices screaming in my head

And lately my decisions been nothing but dead ends

Getting sick of my bullshit

Wanna eat a bullet

Don't have the stomach so the trigger can't pull it

Kinda foolish, feeling kinda useless

I really wanna win, but I'm always end up losing

I took a trip through space and time

Warped reality for a piece of mine

So I can have a peace of mind

Can't make it to Nirvana, but really that's no surprise

I'm a slave to my vices

Sex and drugs are way too enticing

Self destructive left to my vices

The thought of that is kind of exciting

I'm real impulsive

Got no control of my emotions

I feel dead and frozen

That's why I'm always smoking

I'm drowning in regret

Ignore the problem with sex

Then drink the bottle until there's nothing left

Then take the pills hidden in the desk

I'm in the parking lot, just fighting with my thoughts

Got some pressure in my chest and I can't get it off

Stuck at rock fucking bottom, now I'm making my way to the top

I'm in the parking lot, just chilling with my thots

Got some pressure building in me and I need to get it off

Lucy blew my fucking mind and now I'm seeing fucking stars

Damn

Can someone help me

I'm unwell and healthy

My visions are scary, so no one come near me

I'm lost in my own mind

There's all dark, no sunshine

So I come to realize, I'm giving up my borrowed time

Can someone help me

I'm unwell and healthy

My visions are scary, so no one come near me

I'm lost in my own mind

There's all dark, no sunshine

So I come to realize, I'm giving up my borrowed time

I'm a fuck up and also fucked up

Just a sad little nigga that needs a hug

Who finds comfort every time I take a different drug

Fell in love with a hoe, cost a couple bucks

Now a nigga broke

A party in the rafters, someone give me a rope

I can't take it no more, I need something to cope

I took some ketamine to shut my brain down

I do what I want, cause life is pointless and everything's a joke

Death's the punchline, that's my motto

I hit the throttle, live fast and die young, this is my swan song

Life is shit, that's why it's not edible

Meeting with death and that's inevitable

Wanna fight God, that's the score I gotta settle though

Got my heart broken by a real dumb ghetto hoe

Now I'm back in this bitch, I put the knife down

I'm not gonna slit my wrist

What's the matter with Kid? He must be out his wig

The acid got me naked in the streets again

Let me tell you, I'm not doing fine

I'm out of my mind, don't call me this time

My mental decline, I'm sinking

Dancing with the devil, and he's never gonna set a nigga free

Damn

Can someone help me or give me their blessings

My demons are calling and I can't resist them

I feel something's missing

My sanity's slipping and

I lost hope

This just things I do

When motherfucking life throws me off my groove

I'm getting real hot, trying to keep my cool

I took a couple shrooms and now I'm feeling all loose

I said

This just things I do

When motherfucking life throws me off my groove

I'm getting real hot, trying to keep my cool

When I'm feeling down, I just raise the roof

I'm jumping off the ship

Davey Jones locker because a dead man tells no tales

I pull up to the gig

It's a showstopper, who would've thought my depression would sell

I never been happy but I fake it so well

I'm feeling like a dog, always chasing it's tail

Tried to change my outlook, couldn't excel

I didn't get the pass, dropped the ball and fail

I'm in the parking lot, sitting here, chilling with my thoughts

Pressure on my chest can't get it off

I'm falling from the top, I'm stuck at rock fucking ball

And I did not make it that far

No help from my thots

Pressure building up in me and I need to get it off

I'm almost to the top, then Lucy blew my mind

And now I'm seeing fucking stars

I'm out