Delusions Lyrics

Ay yo, whys it so hard to gimme what I need

To live in the same lie, the one where I don't bleed

Where I don't hurt, don't want and don't need

Where all i gotta do is rhyme on dope beats

I let it go, finally get a grip

Search inside my mental drawing stencils as a kid

Essentially the level never left still I'm back again

Fantasies of money off the back of business Acumen

White lies disguise a black heart

Why do we say the silly things with artillery darts?

Why do we always hurt the ones close we love most

I hit self destruct but it won't burn the ghosts

Toast, spread thin upon the landscape

Bred for higher purposes than sand inside the hourglass

Prim, I'm the self pity specialist

Welcome the depression just to nestle in its crevices

Grass roots snap through the cracks of a staircase

Entering sunlight via ruins of a man cave

Spill the champagne, chillin by the lampshade

Self made mans still a man that is man made

Ay yo, whys it so hard to gimme what I need

To live in the same lie, the one where I don't bleed

Where I don't hurt, don't want and don't need

Where all i gotta do is rhyme on dope beats

Quick to think man slow to learn

We only drink from the bottle til the potion

burns

Let it sink in the hollows of peripheral vision

Gotta practice the principles in spiritual wisdom

Ive been listening to the voices in my head

Telling me I'm less and my enemy is rest

Now they're telling me it's life on life's terms

I hear it one more time, my mind just might burst

I feel like I'm losing all my hair, wait

Losing all my cares

Straight into the hands of these damn snakes

I'm scared straight.. to the will of these bent thoughts

It's ground breaking til you hit the cement floor

Spit truth to the loops and sneakers

Close my eyes and pray for the lucid dreams

Choose to speak to affirm my delusions

Search inside my mind for the evidence to prove it

Ay yo, whys it so hard to gimme what I need

To live in the same lie, the one where I don't bleed

Where I don't hurt, don't want and don't need

Where all i gotta do is rhyme on dope beats

I meet my needs in spite of myself

To spite myself, fuck off I need your help

And in an empty bed is where I lie with a liar

Fight with a tyrant, hide with the Piper

I'm homesick

In Rome, I Rome quick

Got my own shit

I don't even own shit

I'm focused, come off the dome quick

With the dope shit, ready and willing to flow sick

So bank on it and hold the gold bars

Bend but dont fold and know who you are

Times limited, The grind infinite

Intricate rhymes combined with 9 pyramids

Pre designed, realign to find Primitive

Calm seas reflect fire images

I've been flowing for a moment in time

What use is 20 20 when you follow the blind