Emotional Bastard ft. Maverick Lyrics

Maybe my head is too big

I kill my ego off rip

All of the shit that I've did

I was a lost lil kid

More then I'd like to admit but

I got me a gift

I made a promise to this

I pour my heart when I spit

I want my mama to quit

Her job hit a yacht for a trip

I just be talking my shit

You get what you give

Get what you put in

Do what you do

And do what you do did

Don't follow no rules I am too lit

Life is a maze a labyrinth

I see my future no physic

I'm gon ball like I'm Mike and

Long Live Mikey

Don't do the calls or the skyping

You know My time is too pricey

Im gonna Send a lil invoice

You wasn't smoking out tinfoil

In front of the school I'm inhaling

I had the sour by Tracy's

Chain on my neck and it's danglin'

I will not rest til I've made it

I got some guardian angels

All wearing cartier lenses

Yuh ayy

I know my dog up in heaven

I lost it all when we lost him

How do you resolve the problem?

I can not move on tomorrow

I do it for you and the family

Dodging a bid and a felony

I'm in the booth like it's therapy

I'm in the booth with my cannon

Cause I refuse to be lacking

While I'm pursuing my passion

Turn the room into a canvas

I'm consumed by the madness

I am too true to be rapping

This is my therapy session

Relieve the pressure

And cut all the stressing

If you deal with depression, don't worry I get it

I got more questions than forums on reddit

Said when I'm recording I'm really just venting

Cut out the chorus and light up some resin

If I don't smoke then I get aggressive

I get emotional when I remember

The pain in yo eyes when

You seen me all messed up

Sound of your voice when you

Made that confession

The smell of your clothes

That old cigarette scent

The feeling of knowing

Your home was my second

My biggest enemy's probaly memory

I can not forget a single thing said to me

Honestly I would be okay with being alone

Location unknown to majority

Reaching out I'm ignoring it

I am a warrior, fight for a piece of euphoria

Searching for something I'm out of

I found my outlet, you keep me grounded

Humble and proud of, we out here howlin'

Yeah I want the money the power, respect

Said they call me dubb cause I double a 10

I'm from the bottom so I'm gonna flex

Stack up a tower and ball like the rec

I need my deposit to hit me direct

We in the lab with Berettas and techs

I've been in the mix like a bag full of Chex

Play with my time and regret it

This is my therapy session

I air it out over record

Call me a terrible rapper

Made this for me and not you

She feel sum way when I'm passive

and nonchalant with the actions

Don't respond or go backwards

I'm prolonging my answer

Girl my zodiac cancer

I'm an emotional bastard