HELLUVIT (MASOCHIST THEME) Lyrics

Yeah, take a look at our texts that's not how friends text each other

Talks about life and all the pressure how my rap shit is going and how

She gon' pay her debts off

Depression, anxiety follow me like a scent and she a dog

But me, girl, I'm a canine

But I take pills like I got another nine lives

Damn cut me down I'm scared you're just around for the hell of it

But even when you leave, girl, I gotta keep peddling

Usually I keep my cool But all my crises getting bigger

And harder to ignore

I never get assured

I think I need more

I blink and all my friends left

Damn, I lost the war

But if I kill myself, what will my mama do

What will my family say to my sisters? I pray I'm not alone with a pistol

And all my old friends, fuck them

But I think I'm feeling down

When on these uppers, every verse is painting covers

I'ma sadist

She love feeling pain but I know she couldn't take it

Dancing in the rain, baby, I am not your savior

Displaying your emotions through the songs in your playlist

Wrong me and hurt me, I'm still in your favor

Maybe you could numb it with a round trip

Crown Vic all up in my system got me down quick

I am not like your ex-boyfriend, darling

Barely your type, it's the timing, darling

Wait, writing the letters, this page is painted with me

My blood soak up the sun, I'm a sun child, you see

There's no counting my blessings if I can't count on you

Prove your love in private, but publicly, that shit hard to do

I'ma sadist

She love feeling pain but I know she couldn't take it

Dancing in the rain, baby, I am not your savior

Displaying your emotions through the songs in your playlist

Wrong me and hurt me, I'm still in your favor

This picture means a lot to me, cause like I hate winners, they make me depressed

But this winner was just a little different, just cause

I would drive around with Jonah and it was always a fucking good time

And my car didn't fucking work, I'd have to roll down all the windows

Just to defrost the fucking windshield in the middle of a blizzard

And even then we would still hop out the fucking whip and walk around

And like just talk about everything So I really hold this picture close to me

Because it was one of like the winters that I actually like to remember