nine forty-five Lyrics

Haven't had a minute to myself for a while

Need a refresh 'fore I go insane

Universe lights up whenever I smile

Had no reasons to do it lately

Man I always fret and I always stress

About the way that I'm presenting

Might pitch up my voice

Wish I had a choice

About the way that people see me

Will I fix myself today

Never know, it's such a shame

Mild discomfort in my brain

Never let go, never let go

You wanna fuck up my day

Feel like a fucking disgrace

But I am not who I was yuh

I'm just kidding felt like talking my shit

Spill out all my feelings hope I make another hit

Hands on the clock say nine forty-five

Thinking for a second wish I could go back in time

Not cause I regret my choices

Only wanna scream my brain out

You'll hear my thoughts and

Feelings spilled in the sky

Maybe with some work we'd find ourselves flying high oh

Will I fix myself today

Never know, it's such a shame

Mild discomfort in my brain

Never let go, never let go

You wanna win me over

Better keep composure

Or I'm over and out ugh

Maybe I'm overreacting

Always getting heated so I mess up interactions

And I'm scared of the outcomes

Overanalyse all of my words wish I could backspin

Fuck about my feelings I want you to stay around

Always fucking miss you but I never make a sound

Maybe it's alright

Feel like I'm on cloud nine

I just need you in my life

Remember the good times

Wanna stay by your side

I finally feel alive

Why am I afraid of me

I don't know what to do or what to say

Same situation but different day

Always wanna say it but it's too much shame

And I can't go back

Yeah I can't slow down

100km an hour

It's different now