coming of age Lyrics

It's like a coming of age, tryna process all of the pain

I wrote it down on a page it made me famous, right

Now it's a mic and a stage that I be taming, right

I'm living life on a level they ain't attaining, right

It's pen ink and rose pedals for all my anguish

I'm in sync, niggas mellow but never faded away

For petty payment and change, I'm on a whole different wave

And you could see it in my face I ain't playin' nigga

And they was eating in my face, I ain't forget

About the times that I committed to the vision

And I slipped

But it worked out in the end

Got dark skin melanin, I'm heartless with my pen

Don't bargain for the wins

These niggas lame and I see it, these niggas fake and I needed

To realign the picture with some close pins, oh shit

Young Meez the type a nigga leave you toeless, Van Gogh shit

And like the last line they never make sense, type shit

On the internet for likes and clicks, spiteful shit

And fuck these niggas I've been feeling righteousness

I'm prime to get, a grammy by the age of 23, I'm tryna see

My vision clearly, I miss my father dearly, I miss my auntie

Silly that I never went to she her while she was in Georgia peachin'

Now this grief shit turned me demon

But I'm not really like that, reluctant I still fight back tho

Cause I was taught at a early age, don't let em play with yo soul

Don't let em play you like a hoe nigga

I'm feeling frozen, my heart cold

Really I'm a sober soul but I was just with the homies

Had some drinks a week ago

I ain't never really knowing if my emotions is controlled

The longest of the road

I'm farther from the old but I'm larger than the mold

I'm heartless in the soul, I was born to be a pro