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Honestly it feels weird to me being in a good place

I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race

I don't chase but I get to where I want to be

That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly

It feels weird to me being in a good place

I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race

I don't chase but I get to where I want to be

That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly

It's an odyssey fighting through adversity

Nine months 'til a first degree, switching universities

Best choice I made, had an ace of all the spades

I don't come to only play, I win entire games

Rather have a lot of losses getting to the goal

Pointless in perfection when rejected by your soul

Mentally rejected due to mania depression

I don't understand but it's okay I'm in control

Currently, working two jobs chasing currency

Currently, am pursuing a degree in therapy

Currently, more open talking to more people

Seeing more of beauty in life instead of evils

I don't need to focus productivity is central

Killing all my demons, work rate exponential

Don't need to be noticed to be killin' instrumentals

Finally I'm living up to my potential

Honestly it feels weird to me being in a good place

I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race

I don't chase but I get to where I want to be

That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly

It feels weird to me being in a good place

I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race

I don't chase but I get to where I want to be

That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly

Why does it feel weird to me?

Paranoid, paranoid

Feeling like a mystery

Medication fill the void

Taking shots to feel it all

Happiness forever

Even when alone

Feel like we in this together

On some High School Musical

This is therapeutical

Long term suitable?

I don't know I don't know

Either way I'm chillin' grindin' going with the fucking flow

Only 21 what's my future I don't fucking know

Self medicate

Self levitate

At the same damn time

I go self-detonate

I explode myself

And explode my wealth

Should explode some help

'Fore explode my death

I'm just fucking being honest I am sorry if its deep

But I wish that it was different not for you but all for me

Tried to keep it positive but I couldn't can't you see

That I live inside of two, bipolar diaries

Honestly it feels weird to me being in a good place

I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race

I don't chase but I get to where I want to be

That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly

It feels weird to me being in a good place

I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race

I don't chase but I get to where I want to be

That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly (Uh!)