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Lunchbox Note Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
To my children
I feel like the end is getting near so I sat down and wrote this letter
It sounds crazy but in case I ain't around I wanna leave something behind to help you know me better
Some of the things I'm getting ready to tell you are gonna rain down on your head like you've been locked outside with no umbrella
But the one thing you always gotta remember through the whole entire thing is that your daddies a strong fella
Now I know because of the way that I raised you that it's gonna be really hard for you to understand it
But their was a time when your father was possibly the brokest man to ever step foot on this planet
Not many chances or any advances
No helping hands and family always seemed to vanish
The truth is when you're just a little baby boy who's out there all alone you always end up getting into bad shit
But I ain't never did anything I ain't have to
I wouldn't take it back or rewrite a single chapter
Cause' it made me the man that I am today with everything I believe in and all that I stand for
Looking back though it's crazy
Shed a tear in amazement that I made it through the stormy weather
Three or four sweaters in cold weather
No heat in the apartment cause your Noni didn't know better
Food was considered a luxury
The refrigerator wasn't always stocked
Matter of fact it was hardly ever stocked
If I was hungry then I had to hit my homies down the block
So no surprise you're provoked to cry when you look me in my lonely eyes
And I'm aware you've always known about the pain in my soul and right now you're wondering why I never told you why
Well I had to set examples for y'all
So I just couldn't tell you I was getting money in the streets
I didn't want you thinking you ain't have to go to school because I went out and got lucky with the beats
And I didn't want you hurting cause you knew of my burden it just didn't seem worth it
So I only told you what I thought you could grasp
Little bits of my past
And I was always careful how to word it
I'm supposed to be strong for y'all so I just couldn't look you in the eye and tell you what I've been through
You'd be shocked I'm alive if you knew all the abuse that I survived physical and mental
And Noni always knew in the beginning I was hers and grandpa's evil seed
And she always made me feel unwanted calling me the mouth to feed that she just don't need
So I spent many years alone incarcerated in my own damn mind
The search for love and support was a mission that I had to abort because I looked but I never could find
I learned how to take care of myself
Never rely on no one else and put my heart on a shelf
I don't need nobodies help
I'ma get to where I'm going shut the feelings down and focus on the wealth
So that's what I did
Ice cold heart a frigid lonely little kid
And that's why I'm always working so hard because I wanna make damn sure that's never the life that you gotta live
So when you're missing me the rain is falling down and you're feeling like you couldn't get wetter
Always remember that everything I ever did in my whole life
I only did it just to make yours better
I love you