In The Water Lyrics

Been low for a long ass ride

Spent most nights chasing highs

Lying to people and saying I'm fine I've always had issues on dealing with pride

Oh you wanna know who I is?

Oh you wanna see who I are

I got dreams of getting big

But I'll never get that far

I cloud my mind with judgement

Most days I judge myself

I'd rather hear you lie to me

So I can't trust myself

I hurt the ones that's close

Before they get me back

My family feels the pain I make

Cause I distribute that

Don't you go waste my time

My love

My joy

My fire

I thought we'd be forever

Till you had killed me inside

Okay alright that's fine

Now you gon' see me blow

Cause I'mma take this dream to places you ain't seen before

My flow is hot I speak in Grease and I ain't talking Mykonos

I look up and my roof the stars

You look up and yo ceiling low

It's 3 am I'm up again grindin' while you stay comatose

You give your trust to those who lie to you and that's what hurts the most

I'm finding peace

Or at least

Tryna find some ways to cope

Lately, it's a mix of both through pathways I ain't walked before

But where there's fear

Then there's growth

Where there's hurt

Then there's hope

Climbin' out this dungeon I know that I got a ways to go but

Tell me what the hell up in this water now

I hear a whole lotta flows that's watered down

From a whole lotta artists that run they mouth

In the East side, west side and the south

And Behind that front, there's a lot of doubt

Cause you know what the hell they talk about

The money

The fame

And

The hoes

You know how all of this goes

I ain't got issues with those (But)

Is you being real with yo soul

Life change

We change with it

On the 101 I'm ego trippin'

Hate to act like everybody else

But too afraid to ever be different

Get a grip, young man you slippin'

The world is big and it's gon' beat you up

Take you down when you hah had enough

Face your fears before your time is done

But I ain't slowing down I'm on the run

Cause I got way too much I gotta face

The last few years I held on to this hate

Lived inside me grew up every day

Now it takes control when I feel low

When the roof reverses to the floor

When the water overtakes my lungs

In a panic and it's just begun

Try to sooth my mind with words and drums

But even then I'm feeling' like a bum

Cause while they workin' on their 401's

Or having kids with houses in the sun

I be workin' on these stupid songs

That ain't nobody ever gon' bump

But damn I gotta write before I die

At least to say I did it one more time

Attempt to overcome the highest tides

So I can live inside the highest rise

Whether or not it's ever my time

A dream is just a dream unless you try