Where Am I Lyrics

I wanna let you know

They been sayin where you at like it ain't hard to find me

I say that wit a frown cuz I cant even find me

Do I even know myself or if them girls was lying

Should I kill to stop the growth or should I keep on trying

I don't even know myself and it hurt to say that

Cus I'm tryna build my wealth but cant even keep a smile up

If I keep on praying god I hope one day you turn up

Just to save me from this world in case my life don't work out

My momma she don't claim me no more

Its cuz I'm living how I want to so I will not end up like you

That's not a diss I'm sayin my life you cant control a thing

I'm all alone not in a cage but I'm still locked in

You was my dawg for so long so why you change up now

I see a world is full of fakes it took a lot to know

Girls be asking me for dates I'm tryna take it slow

My heart stop beating for a while I think its turning cold

Them people round you they gon hurt you the most

Cuz you livin how they want to

When you blow they hate up on you

It took a lot to see the fake that's why I'm changing sides

You can't put pain up in my heart won't let me see me cry

They seen me separate myself now I'm the fucking problem

Yeen see the shit them niggas did that shi might cause you trauma

Won't fuck wit nun of these lil boys cuz all they do is follow

They follow up on the trends like I'm the one that start em

Whoa

I just wanna say sorry for these problems

Every time I go up I just fall back down

Can't fix the way I was raised just gotta change now

I got em askin where I'm at cuz I done moved on

If I fuckin die I'm wit the lord I'm not by myself

Do not ask me where I'm at cuz not a soul that gon change me

Yea

There's not a soul that gon change me

They been sayin where you at like it ain't hard to find me

I say that wit a frown cuz I cant even find me

Do I even know myself or if them girls was lying

Should I kill to stop the growth or should I keep on trying

I don't even know myself and it hurt to say that

Cus I'm tryna build my wealth but cant even keep a smile up

If I keep on praying god I hope one day you turn up

Just to save me from this world in case my life don't work out

Ian been nothing but real

Got all these people round me ain't nobody ask how I feel

Now I see why all these young niggas wanna go and shoot and kill

Gotta watch who all around be so I always keep it steel

Yea

I been speaking real shit on these songs it's hard for fakes to see that

They like to drill in all they songs that's cap you never did that

I start to see my rights and wrongs and let the people hear that

You'll feel this pain in my song you'll feel it in yo spirit

There's so much pain inside my past I wish that I could clear it

Wanna see my sister grow real big I told her keep on cheering

Won't see no failure in my family that's what I be fearing

They sayin where the fuck you at I'm tryna make a change

Yea

Tryna make a change

Tryna make this money for my family won't be no rainy days

Try not to talk bout love too much but want luh ky to stay

She stood right by me all the time so I can't call her fake

Yea

Nah I can't call her fake

I done did so much to cause her pain so it don't feel the same

I'll do it all man just for her cus love don't cost a thang

Like what you want man I'm gon buy it I'm gon break the bank

And when I blow and we all up I'm buying diamond chain

And when it's time to marry her I'll buy the biggest ring

And if the gang was still right there I'd fuckin do the Same

Don't know why the world is so cold cuz he everybody changed

They been sayin where you at like it ain't hard to find me

I say that wit a frown cuz I cant even find me

Do I even know myself or if them girls was lying

Should I kill to stop the growth or should I keep on trying

I don't even know myself and it hurt to say that

Cus I'm tryna build my wealth but cant even keep a smile up

If I keep on praying god I hope one day you turn up

Just to save me from this world in case my life don't work out

I been livin my whole life tryna

Figure out my way through life tryna

Make friends have people round me

Thinkin that's the way to have love and have happiness

But really the people round you is what's bringing you the most pain

So when the ask where I'm at

I moved on

Yea

This shit from the heart you feel me