disappear ft. Lxnely & Art of Creation Lyrics

Look

I wish that I could just go and leave

I wanna disappear

But they think that I'm make-believe

I'm sitting in my room

Writing as they teasing me

They call failure and everything

Do I just believe?

That I could make a change

Fuck that my life's insane

I can't stop thinking bout exes

What could they see in me?

Now I'm thinking of the past

What they'd do to me

If I were somebody else

Are they still hating me?

This is the day

I'm flying away

Stay in a loop like a crochet

Stop

Said you loved me, then you dropped

Clean you from my life, like a mop

In the end you used me, like a prop

Feel like I'm paralysed

Feel like I'm petrified

Feel like I'm terrorised

In my mind

Love I never find

I stay confined

We never were entwined

I had you then you left

I was so bereft

Stole my heart isn't that theft?

Spending all that time

You should worry about yourself

Walking through those gates

Still find yourself in hell

Thinking that you know me

I was your wishing well

Our time was a mistake

More than you could ever tell

Relapse

Time back

Don't wanna bring it back

But you brought it back

All the baggage I'm carrying this month

You just load it up

And you cock it back

Do I look like a gun

Think I'm on standby

When I'm not around

But yet I still show up

Charge you for a double feature

But for them it's free

Cause baby you getting a charge