STARVING Lyrics

I'm a hopeless romantic

Sounds nice but

burns like chugging battery acid

Psychoactive

You can call me old fashioned

It's always right place but the wrong time

Shakespearean, tragic

I'm overreacting

Seems to be a theme

I can check the receipts

I'm real good at bad habits

Mister Bombastic

Going batshit

Sinking into sad shit

Make the comeback, win

I've been trying to trap it

Hunting and tracking

Tracing back over maps with

A magnifying glass, like a jackass

Asking questions

Like what happened

This shit used to be so easy breezy

Sitting in class next to that bad bitch

Who split answers with me

Playin footsie during math tests

Walked to lunch, and asked

If I can take her to the dance

Next Friday night

She said yes and

Now we're holding hands

That was life then, but it ain't life now

I ain't even got the time to try and go out

So I keep texting old flames

As if shit changed

And ride the same

God damn merry go round

Like if i got somethin real I run and cut the ropes

But if it's goofy shit

I'll stick around and cling to hope

I'm toast

Cheers to these golden years

Nah I don't fuck with that

I just wanna love someone and

Feel like they gon love me back

Got a house but don't feel at home

Quiet as a mouse, cause I'm on my own

A lone wolf just howling at the moon

So if you can hear me, I hope I'll see you soon

I'm still searching for you like I'm starving

I've been living my life outta boxes

Time keeps passing, days go by

And I'm still stuck watching

I'm still searching for you like I'm starving

Not much to eat

Games on I feel incomplete

Head on a swivel

Hit the gasoline

Down to the bar I go to frequently

Order wings, write my dreams

On a napkin

Say they're gonna happen

I've been manifesting this shit

Since my daddy's passing

To the great beyond, infinity

Would've stayed but his arteries

Said nah this shit ain't it for me

Now when I do great things I got few left to call

That's where someone like you'd

Fit perfect when I drop the ball

We'd go out for drinks and dinner

Maybe hit the mall

Now here I go again romanticizing what I want

It's too easy to get caught sleeping

Missing warning shots cause

The grass looked green

Inside those angel eyes, looked past those demons

Til it's too late to leave, cause it'd be treason

A good ones hard to find, hell I've looked

So please god, don't take a page out my book

You might just need some more time to cook

So while you wait go ahead

J give em the hook

I'm still searching for you like I'm starving

I've been living my life outta boxes

Time keeps passing, days go by

And I'm still stuck watching

I'm still searching for you like I'm starving

I'm still searching for you like I'm starving